The End

Ok, i know you are wondering how today went (the following was written while waiting for my turn...i may edit it at a later time)...wait no further:

Today is the day I will write the final words in a 12 year chapter in my life. I won't recap the last 12 years here. If you want to know about it, just ask.
I'm amazed at how quickly things can change. Eleven years of what i thought, and still believe, to be happiness...and WHAM...it hits you square in the chest. Ten months after things got weird and here i am, divorced. That still leaves a bitter taste in my mouth. I think i have seen my darkest days. i hope they don't get much worse than what i experienced...i might not be able to handle it. The wounds are still healing...i'm on the mend. Of course the scars will remain...chicks dig scars right?

There is nothing else that needs to be said. It's already been said. All interested parties know how i feel and i've said what i've need to say.

I do want to, again, thank all of those that helped me through this ordeal. Thanks to those that spent time with me, sent emails, made phone calls, and just plain thought about me (i know some of you wanted to say something, but just didn't know what to say...that's okay). I thank you just the same.

Today i am divorced, free of the chains that bind. I received the closure that i needed to move on. I don't expect things to change drastically starting tomorrow. Although, life has taught me that things can, and do, change drastically...especially when you are lulled into a sense of normalcy or complacency. So, keep on the look out...things can sneak up on you...things you aren't looking for. These things may not always be bad. Some times, the good times come out of nowhere.

So, what are my final words for this 12 year chapter? Well, my brain isn't producing quite the phropheticisms that i had hoped. so, i'm stealing a line from a movie: "One more thing, it's been emotional!"